Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Unfinished

I'm the queen of half-written, almost done blog posts. I've got more than I care to admit--cough, cough, 65--drafts just waiting for the world to read them. And they should be read because most of them are good. Really good actually.

I didn't used to be like this. Leaving things half finished. . . . well, at least not to this extent. But as I've become an adult and more and more things have required my time,  I've found myself saying "I'll get around to that later." But life happens and later become six months or six years and I'm nowhere closer to starting or finishing those things I wanted to do. This feeling that things that I have to do in life--clean the car, pay bills, grocery shopping, dating--are getting in the way of things I want in life--making memories, more time with friends and family, and becoming a better person--are some of the reasons why I decided this year to "go on an adventure."

As of today, I'm a third of the way through this year's adventure. What?!! Really?!! The calendar is lying, right?!! I don't want to be a third of the way through this adventure. There is still so much I want to do and I'm not sure if I'll ever have another opportunity for such intense focus. It's been made very apparent that the life I want requires me to jump at opportunities. To do that something right away instead of wishing and worrying, and regretting. To be bold. To have courage. To be willing to be strong--and to be vunerable. Some are coming along better than others.

This type of life also means that I to have to let go.  As some of the most important things I want in my life are not within my grasp, I've held tighter to the ones that are.  To realize that I'll never get around to tailoring that bag of clothes sitting on my closet floor and that's ok. That not doing a project that's staring me in the face doesn't make me a bad person. To let go of the guilt I feel when I choose to catch up with a friend instead of attending another fireside. Or, heaven forbid skipping FHE to do laundry so that I can attend a ward temple night. Learning to let go is a lot harder than I thought it would be--but it's been liberating. You all should try it.

Gandhi's Top 10 Fundamentals for Changing the World are just as applicable to changing oneself--and I love them. It perfectly sums up what I'm not only wanting to do with my corner of the world, but even more important what I want to do with myself. To take control, to live for the moment, to let insensitive comment roll off my back, and to try to remember that we're all evolving and growing and as such we aren't going to be perfect.




Being unfinished is exactly what the gospel of Jesus Christ is all about. It's doing what we can to change, but more importantly it's allowing Him to help us to grow and to become our true self. One that's free from doubt and fear and longing.

Thursday, April 18, 2013

Oh, to wander

Who else has a secret desire to be on the Amazing Race? I've decided that in my "auditioning" for a husband, I need to make it a requirement. :)

The downside to Amazing Race  is that it makes me want to travel. Like A. Lot. More. So creative measures have been undertaken to fulfill my travel bug.

Here is the best things I've come across recently.

Surprise, surprise. I follow A LOT of British sites on Twitter and love the little glimpses of home I get on a daily basis. So you can see why I feel in love with this London vs NYC infographic from expedia.co.uk.





































As I'm a read-everything-I-can-about-a-place-before-I-go type of girl, having someone else decides where I'm going would be such an adventure! GetGoing narrows down two choices based on price, dates, and what you like and then books for you! You don't know where you're going until AFTER the non-refundable trip is booked. Do you know how much I want to do this?


But the best thing I've come across recently was Virtual Photo Walks. This project restores your faith in humanity. It was started to allow those who can't travel due to age or health issues to be able to experience the world.

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Tell It To Me Tuesday

There is still so much good in the world--even if yesterday's events in Boston would have us think otherwise.  How do I know? Because I saw much yesterday that reminded me of the goodness of human nature. Those small moments reminded me that no matter how dark it is, the bright stars of human kindness and compassion are going to continue to shine. Heros who rushed to aid. The #prayforboston hashtag on twitter. Those Bostonian who opened their homes to complete strangers. The reference to light, goodness, and God. And all of us who got out of bed this morning determined not to let the horror of these events rob us of the life we know.



Image from Nicole's Classes. And you can download it free from http://nicolesclasses.com/stars-shine-brightest-free-download/







Tuesday, April 02, 2013

Tell It To Me Tuesday

image via http://gemgoode.deviantart.com/
Gemgoode has the most beautiful illustrated quotes and posts a new one every day!

After a beautiful Easter weekend, this quote seemed more than appropriate. Despite my trials and weaknesses, I still have hope and some days that is enough. Hope brought through the resurrection of Jesus Christ.